This little fella put smile on my face everyday

This little fella makes me laugh

This little fella melt my heart

This little fella i love

This little fella is my daughter Nur Dian Khadeeja….



32 weeks means the fetus is fully develop. Nails, hair all those things dah develop so all the fetus does is grow and of course the internal part like liver, heart, lungs sume is maturing so their immune system is betterla.

Currently my nights are filled with question about how would the baby looks like. Dearest thinks she’ll look like him.. Hmm penat ibu mengadung kalau muka sebijik dibik bapak dia.. Then comes the question whether can i handle this? Hehehe yes i have nephew and nieces tp this is my own responsiblility so i dunno how i would react.. They say mummy instict comes naturally.. So i guess we’ll see..

So currently the fetus would look like this:

Currently ive been quiet busy helping out my sis jaga her anak. Since her maid ran (with 2 of the neighbours maids as well) she been sending her son kids to my house. Kesian apparently theres like a underground maid collecter ke apa kat kawasan rumah dia tuh since ramai dah org2 kat situ have similar incident. Nowadays i have to wake up early as she sent her youngest son Amier kat sini before she goes to work, while her other kids my bro will collect after they finish school. Banyak keje gakla ulang-alik sana sini kan. Me pun tired gak but luckily Amier is 2years old so he usually has naps in the afternoon, so i have my nap too.. hehehhe… Well actually more of mengantuk sbb kena bangun awal. Nasib baik bila abang2 and kakaknye sampai they can layan him.. Huhu..

On Thursday lak ill be waking up early for my monthly checkup.. Nasib baik covered by dearest company as im so broke already.. Hehhe.. So no worriesla coz my last checkup cost Rm300+ can u imagine? So kali ni tak tau la berapa pulak. Tot of waiting for Dearest to come back next week, but entah the GL has to be registered at the hospital within 7days so tak sempat pulak.. So my days are quiet full so hopefully the 10days will go by in a snap.. Huhu.. Hes off to Geneva on Saturday so not really sure how we gonna keep contact since he do not has his Msian no with him… Hmmm let me think now…

Currently our days are consist of few minutes phone talk and chat via Skype. Why chat not call? Sbb his company gave him a very lowya laptop.. No built in mic. Since we didnt really wanna spend money on something that we gonna use sekejap aje, chat jela… Luckily my laptop ada mic n camera, so once a while he can see how much his wife belly has grown, and he says my belly is HUGE… The baby like Malaysian food kot.. hehhe….

Before he comes home, he’ll be making some pitstop.. Geneva since dia kena checkout the motorshow over there, then since theres no direct flight from Geneva to Msia, he’ll be singgahin’ Amstredam tp yg tak bestnye his mom want to stay a nite kt sana pulak.. Sight seeingla konon2nye.. So instead of the scheduled 1st March his arrival dah postpone ke 5th March… Hmm… Wateverla just cant wait for him to be home…

He even started packing..woohoo

Since dearest is still in the UK td he called to ask how did the checkup went.. And funny enough he tanya this “Confirm girl ek?” Hallo… habis all those pink bajus la, pink botolla nak campak mana? Hmmm yes guys me having a baby girl so basically my 2 niece adala another girl cousin instead of been surrounded by house full of boys… FYI my nephew ada 6. So everytime family gatherig the girls main 2orang aje while the boys making noise like nak pecah rumah….

The Dr scan to show the face and all and while i was telling dearest bout this he asked “nampak tak cam muka sape?” errr im like Sayang u ni biar betul kata scan of course la tak nampak. He is too excited but tak nak admit je… Seriously kalau u jumpa dia he’ll act cool aje tp cuba kalau hes alone wit me, he’ll ask all mcm2 question and talks to the  baby (more like my bellyla). Depan orang mmg tak buat la… Malu kot.. hehehhe.

During my time here, i worked part-time as Sales Advisor in Laura Ashley store. Seriously i dont mind waking up to work everytime. The staff is fun and friendly as ever. Never once i feel like an outsider.

Now ill be leaving in less than a week. Arghhh i really dont want too, since dearest is not coming wit me. I wont be seeing him in about 1month + . However im just keeping in mind that ill be eating real Malaysian food now. The roti canais, satays and watever my tastebud desire…  Tho it wont be any fun without him…

Arrived in Heathrow (July 09)

CarBoot i loike..

in train during our first trip to London

with the Laura Ashley girls during Christmast dinner